A=/=C

There comes a moment, one in life where everything sits on a precept. Waiting on the edge with something as weak as a breeze to knock it off and rolling. And in those moments your life is clear, clearer then the bluest lake you have ever seen. Every little mistake every little idiotic stupid pathetic moment hangs there above your head. That moment shakes and tumbles with ideals and new revelation's. It begins to break lose.

You see yourself as a little kid, that one time you said that really mean nasty awful hurtful thing to your best friend. The time that person you liked said no and you felt sick to your stomach and most likely almost hurled chunks all over them. That big test. For me I see a lonely kid in fifth grade with no real friends taking a math class to far above his head. A boy of eighth grade trying to ask girls out and failing. A freshman who does not who or what or why anymore.

The revelations falls. SOOOOOO slow. Your world is about to change, everything. Not just a tiny bit, like "I can change that." But no more like "I will change that." You see how your future can play out. How with one step you can go from a little pea-body in high-school to leading the largest church in the world. (Far Fetched I know.) For me I see it falling, splitting as if by lightening and a powerful force enough to rend the heavens open like they are paper. I see my self from being the ASB president, which I always hope wont be the high point of my life, to being a foreign diplomat and one day standing before a crowd of thousands and thousands, rallying them behind my banner to vote for me. To give me the honor and duty to become their leader, for them to give me the chance to lead the greatest nation in the world. The Revelation?

Ohh ha I forgot. That was God coming to Jesus stomp me, AKA going from an Atheist to a Christian.